Every day I'm at this school is another day I want to put a hole in my damn head. I don't understand why I get bullied so damn much. It's so gay. I get picked on for literally nothing. I get called names and I get pushed around. The only time I get "nice" comments is when people say disgusting things about my body. Honestly it makes me want to kill myself. I hate it so, so much. And I can't just "ignore it" and anyone who suggests that I do clearly has never been in my shoes.
I was talking with a girl today in drama. She's nice and she's pretty, so I don't think I'll name drop her. Do you ever get that feeling where you just want to be able to shove information into people's heads? I do. I want to just force everyone to know who I am, and not judge me based on stupid, untrue rumours.
I've been drawing and listening to Alien Ant Farm. Nothing awesome, I guess, but nothing bad either.
Sincerely, Michael.